I hope that comes through when I post this. It is seriously something that I fear. Honestly. Completely. I fear life after rehab with my ex-husband.
Because like Seth’s character in Parenthood, once my exhusband stops drinking he is amazing. He is an amazing man whose generousity and ability to love know no bounds.
This isn’t the codependance talking, this is reality.
This is the reality we face every time he gets out of rehab.
This is why I chose him. He is an amazing person with a fantastic view of life and an ability to speak and communicate.
This is the tragedy in a marriage such as ours. Together because the love is there but so broken because of the addiction. The addiction controls all.
I love this show. It’s an amazing show and anyone who doesn’t watch it is missing out. It’s like someone is scripting the lives within my family. Or at least in my part of my family. I think I could name all the characters relationships within my own life.
Like Sarah’s character I will struggle with the love I feel for the rest of forever. We love broken people and no matter if we can live with them or not we struggle with our emotions. We struggle to remain distant.
Anyway, been struggling with this lately and its weird that the only way I can give an example is to provide a clip from a TV show. This is the whole show. It’s an hour. You’ve been warned.